just wna thank God for His blessings in cts so far..

B for chem, though it was a low B, there werent many As around, so im thankful for that

and A for french, which was the only french paper i felt terrible after laying down the pen when the time was up..

just hope bio and math would be okay..

in any case, i thank God for the  moon today! it was really round and i stared at it so much in the morning.. it made my day

today was really a joyful day! Lord sustain my joy!

really the joy of the Lord is my strength.. never been so productive on tues afternoon before french (: (: (:

 ”Cast your burden on the LORD, and He shall sustain you; he shall never permit the righteous to be moved.” Psalm 55:22

hmmm i really dont  and remember doing disc before.. haha anw i just did it, and apparently im dIsC.. C is 6 I is 5!

so CI: assessor/reviewer/one who reveals value

-observant of details as well as unique value of people

-combine a concern for particulars with an awareness and appreciation for people needed to accomplish tasks; this tends to lead to open channels of communication

-express enthusiasm and optimism for accomplishing tasks and can be an encouraging influence to others if factors required to achieve goal are thoroughly assessed.. encouragement will also be directed to the task at hand

-excellent judges of character

-will easily trust those who meet their standards

-can be counted on to do a good job, value their associates and pay attention to details

-tend to be competitive with themselves, and push themselves to do better to avoid any rejection or criticism

-have unique teaching gift (???????????)

its quite funny.. they said apparently C and I are opposites haha okay weird..

anw rach is very tired and a bit haiya worried..

man i never thought triangles would be that complicated..

words words words words no actions

 rarr.

i miss him, unfortunately. does and doesnt make sense.

stupid la. i just went into a retreating mode and what not. he was really quiet too, typical.

doesnt make sense. why am i feeling this way.

its stupid. i should be focused on God and on my work.

 alright..

emotions are just emotions.

facts, logic.

should sing more songs.

Dear Lord,

i love you,

i need you

though my world may fall i’ll never let you go

my Saviour

my closest friend

i will worship you until the very end

and i love you Lord

you rescued me

you are all that i want

you’re all i neeed

holy is the Lord,

God almighty

the earth is filled with His glory

Holy is the Lord

God almighty

the earth is filled with His glory

number one in my heart. better be.

things are getting better, despite weird awkward emotional swings..

DG was great (: it was abt love since it was vday week! and todays vday haha

present buying is terrible… somehow i prefer the smiles on girls’ faces than those on guys after receiving their presents..

this time i really put in too much thought into the presents.. im just thankful that the presents i received were really good too.. thank you girlie and pao (:

i never knew cd burning would be so difficult.

last night was the ultimate terror (ok im exaggerating; i could endure it, but it was annoying all the same. perhaps this was another patience test (: haha)

weird annoying things happened. the most stupid thing was i din know how to burn or write songs in, so it was just trial and error. thankfully i wasnt so dumb. but after writing in 11 songs by mistake into the cd, no more songs could be added (such a waste of space!). next, the comp couldnt read the cd. other weird stuff: choosing a presentable cd cover (this is insane). designing the cd sticker (terrible). panicking over scratches and fingerprints on the cd. rewriting 3/4 times the list of songs on the stickers cos it just screwed up. testing all the cds on the bros comp to make sure they worked. ah! handling 5 cds were so tough =/

in addition to a whole stack of ex cards i bought which suddenly disappeared!!

vday was terrible in that sense, but thankfully clam was really sweet about the pressies.. made my day! he has the amazing gift of making other ppl’s days. sweet and gentle and hesitant to offend. haha his prank abt the shake hand while pretending to kiss yours was quite funny!

im glad for self control.

ppl who have selfcontrol should be admired.

also people who are able to keep their hearts safe should be praised haha (: okay nvm

i cant believe i have to sit through h3 and french today =/ what a lousy way to end vday

Your Love by rush of fools 

I’m so far away
From the only place I know I should be
Find me, take me

Come like the day, come chase away this darkness
I’ve been living here so long and I give up
Come wash away everything I’ve built between us
And I will sing unending songs of Your love

I cannot find rest
I can’t catch my breath from running away
So stop me and take me

Come like the day, come chase away this darkness
I’ve been living here so long and I give up
Come wash away everything I’ve built between us
And I will sing unending songs of Your love

Your love has stolen my heart, Your love has set me apart
Your love is life in my veins and all my mistakes fade away
So find me and stop me, and take me, and save me

dear Lord, thanks for what i felt during worship today. thanks for breaking my heart and for making me cry again..

last week’s worship.. hmm.

im thankful that God put me into a worshippy state the whole week ever since last week’s worship.

i wna stay in this worshippy state and worship him alwayss.

yay, thanks Lord.

1. manage emotions

2. hear God

3. control my tongue

4. serve

5. worship

6. trust God